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| 06:19pm 02/04/2004 |
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oh dear lord the impending good times are just too much for me to handle right now. in exactly 46 hours i'm going to be boarding the plane to blissful maui. ohhhhh goodness. and what am i going to do with myself tonight? no parents, no bro, no dylan. hmmmm... the possibilities! MUAH HA HAAAA. *ahem* anyways. perhaps i shall continue the search for that special key. i will find the fairies first! they will lead me to the treasure! haha gotta love the Messenger. hey zoe today is ryan's sweet 18. dear dear me, that boy. the streakers at lunch yesterday were amusing. and so was dylan getting hit with the waterballoon. oh jesus parker and i almost died.
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| wiiiieeeerd shit |
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| 04:03pm 22/02/2004 |
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mood: amused music: rikki dont lose that number - steely dan
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firerabbitgirl: what the FUCK did i say to you last night?
firerabbitgirl: whne you guys walked intot heroom?
firerabbitgirl: in to the room*
J5Disciple: oh my god
J5Disciple: that was so godamn weird
firerabbitgirl: something about my head and a ball?
J5Disciple: hahahaha
J5Disciple: oh my god
firerabbitgirl: holy shit
J5Disciple: i was SOOOO confused
J5Disciple: so
J5Disciple: kate and i walk in
J5Disciple: WE DONT SAY ANYTHING
J5Disciple: and i touch your head to wake you up cuz i was leaving
J5Disciple: and you look at me like 5 seconds later
J5Disciple: with this CRAZY fucking look in your right eye
J5Disciple: maybe it was smudged mascara,...whatever
J5Disciple: and you're like
firerabbitgirl: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OH MY GOD
J5Disciple: "Did you make a ball out of my head?"
firerabbitgirl: WHAT THE HELL?!
firerabbitgirl: IT MADE SO MUCH SENSE IN MY HEAD
J5Disciple: oh my god
J5Disciple: and i was like
J5Disciple: what?!
J5Disciple: and you go
J5Disciple: "you said...uhh....i said....you were like 'a few minutes...'....and you were gonna ball...uhh..."
J5Disciple: it was so fucking funny
J5Disciple: hahaha
firerabbitgirl: wow
J5Disciple: it was as if you thought we had been talking for like a half hour
firerabbitgirl: i swear i knew what i was talking about!!!
J5Disciple: and i come in and say NOTHING....and you are talking about making a ball out of your head
firerabbitgirl: ok wow cuz when you left i asked kate about it
J5Disciple: jesus
J5Disciple: what did she say?
J5Disciple: was she just as confused?
firerabbitgirl: i was like what the hell was i saying to parker when you guyswalked in?
firerabbitgirl: she was like oh my god i have noi fucking idea
J5Disciple: ahahaha
firerabbitgirl: and i was like wait! no i swear i knew what i was saying!
J5Disciple: that is the most confused i have been in so long
firerabbitgirl: it made sense!
firerabbitgirl: goddamn
firerabbitgirl: me too shit
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| 03:11pm 16/02/2004 |
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molly if you manage to fuck this one up i dont know what i'll have to do with you.
it's only a little thing called willpower.
you: i appreciate knowing you so much more than you could ever imagine. yes. you. |
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| ohhh my goodness gracious |
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| 09:49pm 03/02/2004 |
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mood: ecstatic music: PARKER'S R&R!
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AHHHOISDNFOISDFNOSND;AOHOIWEFJDSNF!!!! last weekend was awesome! laser nivana: the height of my week definitely. holy shit. but the superbowl party was close.. no not really but way to make a party w/ 10 hyperactive volleyball players a good quality event.
SOOOO excited for this weekend!! AHHH !
KATE: you and i are going to be BOMB! but andrew the most tho of course!!
then we squeeeeeze 10 sweaty teens into a limo and roll down the windows and THUG! ummm i mean.... andrew wanna back me up on this one....?
ok neeeed an energy outlet AOSIDJFOAISDFODSANCOSDNBCAOSIDH!! |
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| killing me softly, slowly, la la la lala laa |
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| 07:18pm 07/01/2004 |
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mood:  listless music: killing me softly - roberta flack
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yes i know they're just words but since they've been said i'm feeling a bit better about what i'm giving up so soon. so terribly soon..
i can feel the impending doom. wahhh molly! why do you do this to yourself?? it's not like it will just disappear if you pretend it has for long enough. but there is absolutely no fucking way for me to decide between them. not without becoming depressed for at least a few months. i dont want to feel like that, so please dont make me choose. and please lord let games be friday not monday.
thank god for snow days. i needed those really badly for some reason, even tho we just got off break. man this portland vball tourney is really screwing over my weekend plans.
haha how great would it be to actually wear a whipped cream bikini and surprise your significant other. good ideas there noah. #561 on molly's List Of Things To Do Before I Die.
hey anybody have any ideas for songs that MUST be on the ultimate baby makin' cd?? |
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| QUESTIONS?? ANYONE?? |
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| 05:14pm 05/01/2004 |
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mood:  energetic music: toots and the maytalls
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ya do? ya dont? ya do? ya dont? I SHOULD BUY A BOAT!!
how can a house be soooo cold?! how is it possible? when i was little i would jump into bed and if the sheets were cold i would snuggle down and pretend i was in my bed in the middle of antarctica with wind and snow blowing around my head, and i would warm up faster. i wish i still had an imagination.
skipped 6th and took a brisk walk to starbucks with caitlin. hoorray for starbucks cards in your stocking! alex was also there and had some good talk of sex and penises for about an hour to go with our frothy lattes and cider. yummm EWWW. caitlin you'll hear my story soon enough! muah ha ha!
waaahhhhh DONDE ESTA?!?! i'm on a quest for the missing mexican anklet. the fair zoe WILL receive it! i shouold have just bought massive amounts of alcohol for everyone. dumb girl.
everyone should go see the annie leibovitz american music exhibit at EMP. soooo cool. and if you haven't been up to stevens or snoqualmie yet DO IT.
goddamn fucking damn boyfriends. ahhhh i'd have so much more time to see people i miss. i miss you sooo!
i am so terrified of that song now. i think i will literally shit my pants the next time i hear it.
why can't i do the pretty texy?! |
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| yes i have been taking spanish for 4 years and no i dont know what the hell that says. |
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| 12:57pm 02/01/2004 |
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mood:  pensive music: gipsy kings
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but i do know it feels muy bien to be tannnnnn! oh goodness yes. oh mexico, sooo many college kids down there. my new dream: cabo san lucas w/ 1239048019283 girlfriends over winter break senior year because YES the drinking age is 18 wheeee. free tequila for participating in the conga line?well ok! oh yes and a chicken took a crap on our table number on the crap table (ha ha) so we won a free round of jello shots. even skylar! AND guess who happened to be at the same resort and plane home as me?? anne marie! i surprised the shit out of her when i knocked on her room door at 11pm. good stuff. we had some good quality talking on the plane home, i miss her.
new years eve was a bit disappointing for the fact i could not be drunk at midnight because i had to drive home from west seattle. but dylan DID spend the night and i did bring him back boxers and tequila. (note the subtlety in which i gave him gifts paralleling my intentions.. woohoo) so it was not at all a disappointing night in the end.
new years resolutions:
re-befriend old friends
make kingco 1st or 2nd team next vball season
maintain relationship w/ dylan as long as possible
aquire a car one way or another
start working out
hmm those could use work.
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| que sera sera |
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| 05:06pm 02/12/2003 |
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mood: crushed music: djobi djoba - gypsy kings
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oh god it makes me want to cry. i know i sound like a preschooler but being left out sucks more than anything. i really want to have a bday party but i'd have to invite everyone i know or no one cuz just close friends isn't an option. when did having "best friends" become an issue again? i've never liked that term and i've never used it when referring to my friends for the sole purpose of preventing anyone from feeling like this.
bah life is so confusing, i wish i could at least know everything was going to work out. |
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| look it's molly emerging from her hole! |
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| 04:48pm 18/11/2003 |
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mood: calm music: all night long - tlc
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all addictions are fundamentally the same. you plan your day around them, can't concentrate on anything else, no motivation to do anything else, go through with anything to satiate the hunger, and when you finally can, everything disappears and you embrace it. over and over. if you could control these feelings at all it wouldn't be an addiction.
made WVBA 16 black sooo.... 2 weeks withouts volleyball.. what on earth am i gonna do with myself? i plan to hang out with everyone i haven't had time to since summer. so excited.
i've become soooo good at procrastinating. i'm incredible. well no but basically everything hwork-wise is done the class before. no prob, it's working. |
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| molly copenhavenburgerhaver.. umm what was it again? |
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| 06:16pm 12/10/2003 |
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mood: hungry music: something from zimbabwe i think
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oh dear fun FUN weekend. capture the flag during TORRENTIAL rain in a dark forest and the seniors in skins! sooooooo funny. sophmores won tho woo hoo we rule. then being soaked to the bone, dear james drove us to northgate where we spent about 15 min in our underwear in the bathroom attempting to dry our clothes under the hand dryers. NOT too successful.
red robin, best oreo milkshake i've ever had. then to sim's house where we walked around HIS house for about 30 min while our clothes were in the CLOTHES dryer. whadyaknow that did the trick. to the dance then to alana's. asleep till the boys came over and WHY WERE THERE ONLY 2 OF THEM DAMMIT. i had to lay there listening to disgusting noises from one side of me and an unsuccessful attempt at convincing alison to make the disgusting noises from the other side. i wished i had met elliot then cuz then there might have been good times...
and i have sooo much hwork what am i doing here??!! lord i am going to be tired tomorrow. |
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| 10:38pm 09/10/2003 |
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mood: exhausted
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just saw school of rock. dont spend the $9. cute but very unrealistic and overall kinda dumb.
where am i getting all of my bruises?? it makes no sense!
my parents are yelling at my brother about ADD and grades. he's a 7th grader and they should really be saving their breath. gray hairs a-sproutin'.
noo plans this weekend except for a massage and perhaps a party. good good times.
spirit week is going to be great - i'm especially looking forward to superhero day oh yes.
ok no particular subject, trains of thought.......... it's strange to write them down.
why did this week seem soooo long. i need sleep. |
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| long time no see |
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| 04:04pm 08/10/2003 |
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mood: optimistic music: marvin gaye
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haven't been here in a looong time. not since school started woo. mostly good stuff since then. starting on varsity vball, met a few new people recently, schools not so bad etc. miss alot of people tho. the problem w/ being gone/busy is when your friends grow closer to eachother and you can't be there with them. but what can you do.. i love short weeks. hoorray for them and short days.
ohh but i miss vocalpoint so much. i'll live for the next month tho. last weekend was definitely good. rich relatives from dallas visiting. gave me $220 to take my cousins to gameworks. thank goodness for clare and matt for making that soo interesting.
this weekend? hmm tally i just may give you a call. and by the way hannah and i are a bit disappointed in you... (~; |
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| got a rocket in your pocket, keep coolie cool boy |
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| 06:21pm 21/01/2003 |
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mood: hungry music: abracadabra - sugar ray
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no new news really. not having school yesterday really threw me off. i completely forgot about volleyball practice, ouch. dave was pissed. the whole winter ball thing is maddening me. the only drawback to being single: these damn school dances. bcuz yes, i have no date and i would feel like a retard going by myself. (no offense to those people who are going by themselves or groups of girls, just my personal feelings.) but that's ok, going to 2 parties on fri.
is it really true that the only thing older guys want from younger girls is action? that makes me feel wierd for having gone out with older guys for the last couple years because i didn't feel taken advantage of in any way. actually i felt bad when i broke up with them. i guess not ALL older guys are like that. well duh, but i still feel wierd...
new puma shoes came today. and lucy came over. we actually had a lot of fun, hehe. |
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| ho ho ho |
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| 02:16pm 21/12/2002 |
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mood: indifferent music: hotel california - eagles
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this week went by soooo sssllllooowww. but it's over now and still only 2 lessons and carols left.
lying in bed this morning thinking about how many people i have little crushes on, going from pepper fajans to keanu reeves. there's a lot of people. i must go downtown to to buy presents for the girl's prep girls.
i just watched babes in toyland. just about the dumbest movie i've ever seen.
i'm extremely excited about going to florida, even if i will be the only person under 60 in a 3 mile radius. i might just have to meet some kids at the beach. and knowing my luck with meeting very cool people in very random far away places, i probably will.
2:22:22pm. i think i'm getting OCD. |
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| what i've always denied: desire causes suffering. |
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| 02:32am 19/11/2002 |
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mood: crushed music: easy like sunday morning
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ohgodshit. how has everything gotten fucked up? actually nothing by itself is THAT bad, it's just conflicts between the good things turn in to bad and really bad things (as they always have i suppose).
good news, bad news time: i have 2 guys in love with me and another incrush. (not really an exaggeration at all) i made it on to the wvba, practically the best volleyball club team in the state. vocalpoint is so fuckin good and we're starting our christmas stuff. i had a 3.833 GPA for the quarter. and my birthday is in 19 days... sounds ok huh?
ironicfunny thing is; i wanted those so badly
well now, i just broke a heart, found out that wvba practices the exact same time as vocalpoint on mondays(PLEASE help me, what the fuck do i do, there's no way i can choose) and costs about twice as much as vocalpoint, my GPA as of this moment is about a 2.833, and i'm going to be in everett singing christmas music on my birthday.
what is the opposite of 'every cloud has a silver lining'?
i am experiencing technical single-ness for the first time in 9 months (exactly). very strange feeling.
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mood: blank music: gladys knight - midnight train to georgia
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What's your brand of sexy?
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but besides that. i need sleep. i need more time. i need my friends back... )~:
everyone come to the vocalpoint show tomorrow at 3. broadway performance hall, everyone else has friends there and i walk out after the show and see no one familiar. it makes me really sad. starting next week, i'm going to change. i need a change. |
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this weekend is gonna be fun!! i'm excited. tomorrow morning i audition for the emp youth choir, then the volleyball team is doing a carwash in queen anne (near the pizza hut and cafe ladro if u wanna come) then maybe renting a movie and going over to the house of a certain sum one. yeah tally, let's go on a date. hehe (is it the same distance from here to here as it is from here to ooh la la) well me and skylar rented candyman. i think he's too scared to watch it tho. it looks soo good! imma go watch it now... |
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| to tally: |
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| 06:44pm 29/08/2002 |
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well for sum reason i couldn't reply to your last entry so i'm replying here:
MELMAN?!? EL OH EL. he's not hot. really he's not. you have odd standards. but you prolly knew that. but there are a few guys i noticed (besides you, hehe) ray and adrian. they're in the noms boy-group. pretty damn fine. you have a crush on alice? tres cute.
so anyways that's wut i wanted to say. i'll see you tomorrow hopefully... |
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| 06:26pm 29/08/2002 |
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ho hum. orientation. i wonder how the hike will be tomorrow. who the fuck else is doin that? hmmm i just made 2 blackberry tarts and cleaned my room. whatd'ya know, i think i just may have proved eminem wrong. now there is such a thing as a woman with good looks who cooks and cleans. muah ha ha. i made jv volleyball and i'm not complaining. only 3 freshman made either varsity or jv.
i have decided that men do not have charm. they have luck. either they're good looking or not. either they're smart, nice, funny, etc or not. now i have also realized that the reason i'm in such a muddle is because i have an extremely hard time not flirting and charming, then when the guy likes me i realize i'm an awful tease and then, oh whoops, i have a boyfriend too, so then i'll mess around with them or whatever out of pity. either that or i just get bored with relationships very quickly. but that's wierd cuz my real relationships have all lasted WAY too long. my god. i wasted sooooo much time. el oh el. now am i trying to make up that time.... ahhhhh i may have just figured that out...
my standards are rising however. very quickly. good thing i think.
anyyywayz. just needed to vent or get that out of my system or whatever. whew. much better. |
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| and then she finally steps outside herself for a moment, looks back, and... what an epiphany |
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| 12:57pm 28/08/2002 |
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mood: exhausted music: baby it's you - brittney schooly
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well the garfield bbq wuz pretty fun. i am sooooo sore. anyone wanna give me a massage...? pretty please? owwwwww. i'm writing standing up, cuz it hurts too much to sit. hehe.
i am absolutely awful. i can't stand myself rite now. i am such an incredible bitch. and i really hadn't quite noticed till now. i won't give any examples, cuz this journal is retarded. i need sleep. zzzzzzzzzzzz... |
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